You.

goodbye

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Thursday, March 26, 2009

I never thought that I'd fall in love.
But it grew from a simple crush.
Being without you girl, I was all messed up.
When you walked out, said that you'd had enough.

Been a fool, girl I know
Didn't expect this is how things would go.
Maybe in time, you'll change your mind.
Now looking back i wish i could rewind.

Enuff said i guess..

So I'm reckoning its time to move on..
Funny how I only realise or started to really see what you were dreaming about only now. But its too late now right.

Sigh, sad. Very sad.

Looks like now its my turn to ask for some comfort advice. But who? I don't to go back.

Went to herstory yesterday. Everyone from the past was there again. Just that this time, there were groups. Everyone was sorta spilted. No longer the huge group that it was. Not fun anymore. Decided not to go for anymore of these.

Everyone's changing, changing! So complex the human race. tsk tsk.
Emo now, the sky's turning dark and i'm in my cold cold room wanting to sleep but can't and i need to make my way through this brewing storm.

Looking at my calender now.. I've got things planned and lined up to keep me quite busy- move on and feel better by say 2 months? But i guess if we are still hanging out and chilling, it'll be harder and more complicated. But then again, you're right, we don't want to lose this friendship.

Memories seep from my veins

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Friday, March 13, 2009

Back from Phuket/Phi Phi Island.

The islands around Phi Phi were amazing, especially Maya Bay.
Had my first snorkeling experience! Was really scary at first but then seeing the quiet natural beauty of the sea was so beautiful! Its a whole different world below! =)

Unfortunately, i fell sick a day after i return home. Really really sick and the worst feeling ever. Puking and purging, such a horrible feeling, i never ever wanna experience it again! Thank God I'm starting to recover.

Received a big news on Sunday Night. Rough Break and I'm really not sure if I'd be able to fill those big big shoes and step up to the plate. Its not going to be the same anymore i think, at least for this year. No more falling back on someone, no more saying its ok if im not performing. This is going to be a huge challenge, whether i'm ready anot, I've got to step up to it.

But damn, I'm going to try and give it my best.

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Tuesday, March 10, 2009

Funny how the holidays seem to be busier than school days.
Getting my fill at the table of mahjong recently and catching up with the peeps from sec school and floorball.

Kf has a new name now -> Kim aka Kimmi aka Kimberly!
Hahaha!

2 more days to Phuket/Phi Phi loving baby! Absolutely can't wait to go snorkeling and meeting all the little fishies and nemo! It's gonna be a great holiday, really hoping for it to be!

Parents are away on their "Honeymoon", so its me and my sissy at home hanging, sister bonding time now.

It's a holiday after the other, and I'm missing my parents already! =(

Yayy, exciting penalty shootout at Carling Cup Finals. Guess who won?! :)

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Monday, March 02, 2009

Hello, do i hear the sound of freedom?

Yipeeeeee, Happpeeeeeeeeeee!

Parteee baby , Goodbye TPeeeee!

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Monday, February 23, 2009

Oh man, the anticipation(s) are killing me!

- Babu's reply from the superstar! It's Killing me softly throughout the night. Oh mann, I hope its a good reply! Things could change yoooglees! Dying in anticipation, I bet its just sitting there unopen on her phone! Wake up and see the bloody msg and let me sleep in peace!

- Man Utd playing Derby County now. Currently leading 2-0. Okay this one, kind of obvious what the end result will be.

- Reply from the school, soon please.

The days are much better now, I loved the many walks that we had taken throughout our months together. Especially the recent one that was rather breath-taking. I can't wait to go back there, and yes, ppp too. Can't wait.

Ohhhh shingless! I hope its good, i hope its good!

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Monday, February 16, 2009

Tell me your magic please, Mr. Johnson.

Its not suppose to be so easy to just go from loving someone so much to just being friends in jiffy.

It meant something to me, so forgive me if I confused the two and lose myself.

I'll try again now.
Hopefully it'd be different this time,
I think I know it would be.

A pity,
wallowing on a tub of ice cream.

******
Yesterday I saw a sec/pri school kid training with his floorball stick in the void deck just opposite from where i live. I was so proud that he was playing floorball and working hard at it. Reminded me of how we all started off, and recalling people like Box, Jac Jac, Jill, Jaime and the many other floorballers who like that boy, trained under the void deck just to improve and satisfy that passion.

That boy reminded me of things.

******
It was my last day of school too. I recalled entering TP on my first day of school.
If I could do it all again, I would have worked much harder from the start.
But then again, regrets are only meant to tell the tale.
We learn together.

******
Okay, i'm gonna go and emo and then Vivre!
Au Revoir

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Friday, February 13, 2009

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